1. |
Jumped Inside
02:33
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You jumped inside of me
All through my arteries
Pounding capilleries
Slamming inside of me
Some powerful calamity
Inside the rosary
Smashed all the ice layed all
Over the dinnercloth
And shot itself all over
All over the bedroom floor!
Please plant your seed in me
Please plant your seed in me
Deep deep inside of me
All the way down in me
You jumped inside of me
All through my arteries
And bounded, bounded right out
Right onto the bedroom wall!
And then I don't know myself
As cold as a lonely cell
Twisted as a weather vane
In a cloud and darky storm
(Dee-dee-dee...)
You jumped inside of me
All through my arteries
Pounding capilleries
Slamming inside of me
Some powerful calamity
Inside the rosary
Smashed all the ice layed all
Over the dinnercloth
And shot itself all over
All over the bedroom floor!
(Dee-dee-dee...
Dee-dee-dee...)
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2. |
Dreaming
02:55
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Me, You, We may, Them, Us, I, They,
We must still be dreaming on serene seas
We must still be just lost in our
Lust 'cause I can't tell this from my own hell
Wake up to just wake up in some
Real world fake show staging in my own mind
Out of bed in my pajamas
Running late to running all over time
Wake Up! Wake Up!
I'm still just dreaming!
Wake Up! Wake Up!
To myself I'm screaming!
Sailing on on silver seas 'cause
Humans are such dangly creatures
It's just be such fucked up things 'cause it
Always ends in some bloodily tumbling mess
It's just I'd like to hear what comes
Out of your head in spoonfuls of word and noise
I think that young swan is trying to
Drown itself in rivers of lies and shit
Wake Up! Wake Up!
I think your just dreaming!
Wake Up! Wake Up!
And find our meaning!
'Is that a dead Swan?' the little
Boy asks 'No it's just a plastic bag.'
They tell him and
Walk away ignoring their guilt they
Choose to lie another day.
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3. |
Too Tired To Sleep
03:52
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It's time to go to bed
but you have taken it from me
now I'm too tired to sleep
the days too long so warm
the sun won't go down for me
But I will make my time
In to something good and pure
And if when you sleep
you have a dream
so sweet so beautiful and clear
Then I will make my time
in to something good and pure
It's time to go to bed
but you have taken it from me
now I'm too tired to sleep
the days too long so warm
the sun won't go down for me
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4. |
They All Go In Your Eyes
03:16
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You are the saddest thing that I have ever seen
You don't see the people, the heads, in front of you
I'm filled with neither joy nor empathy.
Only a great, terrible, sadness.
Sadness lost over the roar
Your eyes are lost in the black of your face
You've aged yet your voice is no older, only wiser
Your dearest friend is pirouetting and spiralling across the boards
He's laughing and he's happy
Their laughing 'cause he's talking
No one knows your reasons
But you've gone and made a mystery
You flew over the sea in a hot air dirigible
While you became a monk and stockpiled rice and waited for the end of the world
Strangely the lot of you are like a spectrum
And you seem to be speaking different languages
You've all changed and become new yous
Yet you sing the same songs louder than ever
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5. |
Shower Song
03:00
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Stay wet, I bet, you will not forget
drip dry, dip dye, I've got a friend in mind
Small town, head down, wearing your flower crown
summer dress, i confess, that now i love you less
I want to change who I am
I want to be a different man
One colour, getting duller, my life could be fuller
Heartache, I'm fake, don't give I only take
Move on, break bonds, guilt will be long gone
Shaved head, cut thread, the old me is finally dead
I want to change who I am
I want to be a different man
Stay wet, I bet, you will not forget
drip dry, dip dye, I've got a friend in mind
Small town, head down,wearing your flower crown
summer dress, i confess, i'm just like the rest
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6. |
College Dropout
02:32
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druggie burnout, college dropout
where'd you go? what happened though?
to three dirty, days three thirty
in the morning, three hours walking
shivering drunk, ship's already sunk
sick on the stairs, but nobody cares
smoke vision blurred, her words are slurred
this is new year's, wine fume fueled fears
all the friends i used to know
well they had to go, go, go
everybody's moving on
everybody's gone, gone, gone
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7. |
Little Graves
02:24
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Little folks, asleep in little houses that sleep in dirt.
So many tiny graves,
I kind of want to call 'Hello?'
You believe in anything I say that isn't true
On a rock in the middle of the sea
It starts with that awkard look in our eyes
Living Dead
Living like I'm Dead
Living Dead
Living like I'm Dead
Folks and such, in their whirly worlds,
keep spinning around
Burning my eyes with their little screaming needles
till I turn to crawl back to my hole
The Suffering crawls all around my head
It's devouring my mind
I'm eating up sunshine whole
Just to try to warm up my gut!
Living Dead
Living like I'm Dead
Living Dead
Living like I'm Dead
We are weeping..
Our blood is seeping...
We are weeping...
Our blood is seeping...
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8. |
From Monday
05:30
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The world did end on a Monday.
On thursday you lost yourself on an urban wasteland in sun and sand and stone for all those evers
horseheads on the wall
Like some wretched brilliant decoration
Don't sign that line
Don't sign that wretched line
Save all your self
Save your beautiful lovely self
You left them and I'm happy
You left them all in and I'm happy
You're too wonderful to waste
You're too full of life to burst in breathing
Your chest is too heavy with that heaving
Your life is too wonderful
with that wondering
And I'm wondering
How long till that sunrise
Will you just wait until that sunrise
For you to come in some comingly
Beautiful rising
Someone is waiting on the other side of that sunrise
Someone is waiting 'round the underside of that rising sphere
And we will be in that weight having waited
So sell away your self destructions
Give away for all your hesitations
Sell all your horseheads
For all your sake
Your alive in that casket, I know
That casket blooming in a hundered thousand blossoms for goodness
Alice wasn't lost forever
Your casket is blooming in
All of your angst and your loving
With all of your treasures and your angels
So stick with your loving
And all of those creatures and daemons that we knew
Will call down around us and you'll have to choose who will die and who will lose
And let those sorry hands
Wipe away the fuck and confusion
And rise up again
So you can
Stick with what's inside you and let go of all of the shit
I wonder what day it will be when the world ends again
Come with me!
Come with me!
Come with me!
Come with me!
Come with me!
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9. |
Fix Me No More
06:57
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Got out at the neon exchange
At the greenlight drugstore
We're pillward bound
She is waning
as the night is fading
We're hitting the musical sweetspot
But everybody's dying from town
It's shit...
Oooh, everybody's digging
Oooh, everybody's winning
My old friends
They've forgotten to fix me
Everybody's faces are swinging around
We're swigging a round
No more, no more!
I can't do this anymore
Where do we go?
I cannot catch the errors we were making
What did I do?
What can I fix?
Why did this all go to shit?
That happened though
I was not there
Did I just do us in again?
I fucked this up
Of course I know
Now we're just drinking away my sins.
Now everybody goes
Now everybody knows
I didn't honestly mean for me to be this thick
Thought I knew,
I thought I knew
Apparently I'm not even my own friend
I know nobody ever wants to fix me
The pills hate me
And my body breaks me
Greater than
Less than
More than this
I thought we were over
I thought that I could fix this
Green lights, fix me no more
Free lights, everybody's fucking
I thought I knew what I'd become
I thought it was over now I am back at the start
I'm sorry, I'm the monster you thought that I was slaying
Oooh, oooh
I know you'll hate me
So I'll just end us like this
Fix me no more, no more
Now everybody's just fucking abusive
Fix me no more, no more
Fix me no more!
College dropout
Pill junkie
Alcoholic
Psychiatric addict
Mommy issues
Daddy's nightmare complex
Your dear friend
of a social spanner
Fix me no more, no more
Now everybody's just fucking abusive
Fix me no more, no more
Fix me no more!
College dropout
Pill junkie
Alcoholic
Psychiatric addict
Mommy issues
Daddy's nightmare complex
Your dear friend
of a social spanner
Everybody goes
All the bodies go
Everybody's over
Everybody goes
Fix me no more, no more
Now everybody's just fucking abusive
Fix me no more, no more
Fix me no more!
College dropout
Pill junkie
Alcoholic
Psychiatric addict
Mommy issues
Daddy's nightmare complex
Your dear friend
of a social spanner
Everybody's over
All the bodies go
Every body's over
All the bodies go
Fix me no more, no more
Now everybody's just fucking abusive
Fix me no more, no more
Fix me no more!
College dropout
Pill junkie
Alcoholic
Psychiatric addict
Mommy issues
Daddy's nightmare complex
Your dear friend
of a social spanner
Everybody's over
All the bodies go
Everybody goes
All the bodies float away
Dee-dee-dee...
Dee-dee-dee...
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10. |
Little Birds
04:37
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11. |
c-section/The Howl
11:19
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There is blood pouring out of the guitar
I can hardly hear you for all the groaning
I crawl in through the door and after all that you aren't there
I call out for you and get smacked in the head
The Burning Tree, fetally crawling
I constantly seem to be walking
Against the flow of people
The smoke's spiralling up to the sky
The smoke's spiralling up to the sky
~
All the people trying to die
All the people trying to fly
All the people who are crying red
All the people who are wishing they were dead
Blood Lad and Coppelian
They hit the ground running, screaming:
"You'll never win the last battle!"
Identity destruction is part of what culls our emotions
It's just a grotesque animal, we're running away, barely escaping its vicious bare jaws
I'll never live to see you die
'Cause I'll never live past 35
I'll never live to see you die
'Cause I'll never live past 35
I'll never live to see you die
'Cause I'll never live past 35
I'll never live to see you die
'Cause I'll never live past 35
~
Is it just a struggle?
Since the first one we've only been at odds
Nothing ever goes to anyone's favour
From the beginning it was just pipes and blood
And yet they say I was desperate to get out of that womb, no wonder,
I hate small spaces like that
Am I mad or is it just mean like that
I suppose I wasn't supposed to live
But you refused to let it die
Please help, it's really cold
Please help, it's really cold
~
Smells of warm wax and pine sap
With the best minds of our generation
We sing ourselves into ruin
It Is Dead
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