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Kolyada

by kolyada

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1.
You jumped inside of me All through my arteries Pounding capilleries Slamming inside of me Some powerful calamity Inside the rosary Smashed all the ice layed all Over the dinnercloth And shot itself all over All over the bedroom floor! Please plant your seed in me Please plant your seed in me Deep deep inside of me All the way down in me You jumped inside of me All through my arteries And bounded, bounded right out Right onto the bedroom wall! And then I don't know myself As cold as a lonely cell Twisted as a weather vane In a cloud and darky storm (Dee-dee-dee...) You jumped inside of me All through my arteries Pounding capilleries Slamming inside of me Some powerful calamity Inside the rosary Smashed all the ice layed all Over the dinnercloth And shot itself all over All over the bedroom floor! (Dee-dee-dee... Dee-dee-dee...)
2.
Dreaming 02:55
Me, You, We may, Them, Us, I, They, We must still be dreaming on serene seas We must still be just lost in our Lust 'cause I can't tell this from my own hell Wake up to just wake up in some Real world fake show staging in my own mind Out of bed in my pajamas Running late to running all over time Wake Up! Wake Up! I'm still just dreaming! Wake Up! Wake Up! To myself I'm screaming! Sailing on on silver seas 'cause Humans are such dangly creatures It's just be such fucked up things 'cause it Always ends in some bloodily tumbling mess It's just I'd like to hear what comes Out of your head in spoonfuls of word and noise I think that young swan is trying to Drown itself in rivers of lies and shit Wake Up! Wake Up! I think your just dreaming! Wake Up! Wake Up! And find our meaning! 'Is that a dead Swan?' the little Boy asks 'No it's just a plastic bag.' They tell him and Walk away ignoring their guilt they Choose to lie another day.
3.
It's time to go to bed but you have taken it from me now I'm too tired to sleep the days too long so warm the sun won't go down for me But I will make my time In to something good and pure And if when you sleep you have a dream so sweet so beautiful and clear Then I will make my time in to something good and pure It's time to go to bed but you have taken it from me now I'm too tired to sleep the days too long so warm the sun won't go down for me
4.
You are the saddest thing that I have ever seen You don't see the people, the heads, in front of you I'm filled with neither joy nor empathy. Only a great, terrible, sadness. Sadness lost over the roar Your eyes are lost in the black of your face You've aged yet your voice is no older, only wiser Your dearest friend is pirouetting and spiralling across the boards He's laughing and he's happy Their laughing 'cause he's talking No one knows your reasons But you've gone and made a mystery You flew over the sea in a hot air dirigible While you became a monk and stockpiled rice and waited for the end of the world Strangely the lot of you are like a spectrum And you seem to be speaking different languages You've all changed and become new yous Yet you sing the same songs louder than ever
5.
Shower Song 03:00
Stay wet, I bet, you will not forget drip dry, dip dye, I've got a friend in mind Small town, head down, wearing your flower crown summer dress, i confess, that now i love you less I want to change who I am I want to be a different man One colour, getting duller, my life could be fuller Heartache, I'm fake, don't give I only take Move on, break bonds, guilt will be long gone Shaved head, cut thread, the old me is finally dead I want to change who I am I want to be a different man Stay wet, I bet, you will not forget drip dry, dip dye, I've got a friend in mind Small town, head down,wearing your flower crown summer dress, i confess, i'm just like the rest
6.
druggie burnout, college dropout where'd you go? what happened though? to three dirty, days three thirty in the morning, three hours walking shivering drunk, ship's already sunk sick on the stairs, but nobody cares smoke vision blurred, her words are slurred this is new year's, wine fume fueled fears all the friends i used to know well they had to go, go, go everybody's moving on everybody's gone, gone, gone
7.
Little folks, asleep in little houses that sleep in dirt. So many tiny graves, I kind of want to call 'Hello?' You believe in anything I say that isn't true On a rock in the middle of the sea It starts with that awkard look in our eyes Living Dead Living like I'm Dead Living Dead Living like I'm Dead Folks and such, in their whirly worlds, keep spinning around Burning my eyes with their little screaming needles till I turn to crawl back to my hole The Suffering crawls all around my head It's devouring my mind I'm eating up sunshine whole Just to try to warm up my gut! Living Dead Living like I'm Dead Living Dead Living like I'm Dead We are weeping.. Our blood is seeping... We are weeping... Our blood is seeping...
8.
From Monday 05:30
The world did end on a Monday. On thursday you lost yourself on an urban wasteland in sun and sand and stone for all those evers horseheads on the wall Like some wretched brilliant decoration Don't sign that line Don't sign that wretched line Save all your self Save your beautiful lovely self You left them and I'm happy You left them all in and I'm happy You're too wonderful to waste You're too full of life to burst in breathing Your chest is too heavy with that heaving Your life is too wonderful with that wondering And I'm wondering How long till that sunrise Will you just wait until that sunrise For you to come in some comingly Beautiful rising Someone is waiting on the other side of that sunrise Someone is waiting 'round the underside of that rising sphere And we will be in that weight having waited So sell away your self destructions Give away for all your hesitations Sell all your horseheads For all your sake Your alive in that casket, I know That casket blooming in a hundered thousand blossoms for goodness Alice wasn't lost forever Your casket is blooming in All of your angst and your loving With all of your treasures and your angels So stick with your loving And all of those creatures and daemons that we knew Will call down around us and you'll have to choose who will die and who will lose And let those sorry hands Wipe away the fuck and confusion And rise up again So you can Stick with what's inside you and let go of all of the shit I wonder what day it will be when the world ends again Come with me! Come with me! Come with me! Come with me! Come with me!
9.
Got out at the neon exchange At the greenlight drugstore We're pillward bound She is waning as the night is fading We're hitting the musical sweetspot But everybody's dying from town It's shit... Oooh, everybody's digging Oooh, everybody's winning My old friends They've forgotten to fix me Everybody's faces are swinging around We're swigging a round No more, no more! I can't do this anymore Where do we go? I cannot catch the errors we were making What did I do? What can I fix? Why did this all go to shit? That happened though I was not there Did I just do us in again? I fucked this up Of course I know Now we're just drinking away my sins. Now everybody goes Now everybody knows I didn't honestly mean for me to be this thick Thought I knew, I thought I knew Apparently I'm not even my own friend I know nobody ever wants to fix me The pills hate me And my body breaks me Greater than Less than More than this I thought we were over I thought that I could fix this Green lights, fix me no more Free lights, everybody's fucking I thought I knew what I'd become I thought it was over now I am back at the start I'm sorry, I'm the monster you thought that I was slaying Oooh, oooh I know you'll hate me So I'll just end us like this Fix me no more, no more Now everybody's just fucking abusive Fix me no more, no more Fix me no more! College dropout Pill junkie Alcoholic Psychiatric addict Mommy issues Daddy's nightmare complex Your dear friend of a social spanner Fix me no more, no more Now everybody's just fucking abusive Fix me no more, no more Fix me no more! College dropout Pill junkie Alcoholic Psychiatric addict Mommy issues Daddy's nightmare complex Your dear friend of a social spanner Everybody goes All the bodies go Everybody's over Everybody goes Fix me no more, no more Now everybody's just fucking abusive Fix me no more, no more Fix me no more! College dropout Pill junkie Alcoholic Psychiatric addict Mommy issues Daddy's nightmare complex Your dear friend of a social spanner Everybody's over All the bodies go Every body's over All the bodies go Fix me no more, no more Now everybody's just fucking abusive Fix me no more, no more Fix me no more! College dropout Pill junkie Alcoholic Psychiatric addict Mommy issues Daddy's nightmare complex Your dear friend of a social spanner Everybody's over All the bodies go Everybody goes All the bodies float away Dee-dee-dee... Dee-dee-dee...
10.
Little Birds 04:37
11.
There is blood pouring out of the guitar I can hardly hear you for all the groaning I crawl in through the door and after all that you aren't there I call out for you and get smacked in the head The Burning Tree, fetally crawling I constantly seem to be walking Against the flow of people The smoke's spiralling up to the sky The smoke's spiralling up to the sky ~ All the people trying to die All the people trying to fly All the people who are crying red All the people who are wishing they were dead Blood Lad and Coppelian They hit the ground running, screaming: "You'll never win the last battle!" Identity destruction is part of what culls our emotions It's just a grotesque animal, we're running away, barely escaping its vicious bare jaws I'll never live to see you die 'Cause I'll never live past 35 I'll never live to see you die 'Cause I'll never live past 35 I'll never live to see you die 'Cause I'll never live past 35 I'll never live to see you die 'Cause I'll never live past 35 ~ Is it just a struggle? Since the first one we've only been at odds Nothing ever goes to anyone's favour From the beginning it was just pipes and blood And yet they say I was desperate to get out of that womb, no wonder, I hate small spaces like that Am I mad or is it just mean like that I suppose I wasn't supposed to live But you refused to let it die Please help, it's really cold Please help, it's really cold ~ Smells of warm wax and pine sap With the best minds of our generation We sing ourselves into ruin It Is Dead

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released October 12, 2014

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